This is the hardest book I have ever written. It was emotionally exhausting. I think I will call this work a recording of my testimony – a collection of memories I have managed to piece

together despite my years and years of trying to forget them. And why? Why would I do that?

Well, I think the “why” is more important than the “what.” When I think about it, this testimony is not really about me at all. It is really about God and a demonstration of how powerful and mighty He is. It is about demonstrating how determined and relentless He is in chasing down one lost soul.

This testimony also offers an explanation and encouragement for those who may be caught in the very dangerous place of blaming God for sins that may have been committed against them, or unfortunate circumstances that have besieged them.

For many years, I was ashamed of the cracks in my pot. But now, I recognize that The Light shines beautifully through all the cracks in my pot and casts a beautiful, unique shadow upon everything as I walk through life. I now am Unashamedly Flawed.